Friday, May 6, 2011

Foreign affairs

Things have been very busy lately. 'Nuff said. I was in an airport overseas last week and saw my first boyfriend in a bar. He didn't see me and I didn't make an effort to connect. I was stunned to think of all the years that had gone by. He's turned into a handsome man and was wearing a suit, nursing something that looked like bourbon alone. I wondered what he did now: A contractor? Working for an oil company? I thought of learning how to suck cock on him, those nights in his car in high school. I never did the hookups that were common then — we were real "steadies," which is more and more of an anomaly. And the first time we fucked. It was a sweet memory. I moved on into a secure area of the terminal where he couldn't see me. In my mind, I'm as horny as when I was seventeen, stroking his cock, putting it in my mouth, tasting semen for the first time, hearing his entreaties to fuck him. I hope the years have been good to him.

My sister, Amber, forwarded me a link from home (Seattle). It was about a girl who was picked up on Aurora Avenue by a guy who wanted to pay her to tie her up. Only my parents know what I really do for a living. Amber knows I'm a slut, and I really think she believes I'm a prostitute. Anyway, the dude turned out to have a torture room and the girl was lucky to get away alive. "Are you going to kill me?" she asked him. "We'll see," he said. Lots of sickos out there. I wondered: How many men my age go to prostitutes? There's so much free stuff out there. But from the trade along Aurora and every other similar avenue in America, the answer must be: A lot. A few women are like my friend Mary Beth, high-end call girls making good money. But that's the exception. Most are feeding a drug habit, many have kids and lots don't even like sex. My mother was so fucked up sexually, I've wondered if my dad found release with a prostitute — but not for long. Who wonders about their parents' sex lives.

Once I was back in country, Amber calls. She's crying. Confesses to me she's been having an affair with a man who goes to her mega-church. He's married, of course. She knows her husband Justin has cheated on her. But she was "seduced" by this married man and now they see each other at least every week. Between her worries that she's going to hell, she wanted advice. It's very strange giving your sister blowjob tricks. Letting her know it's okay if she feels aroused and has an orgasm, that it's not the devil.

Amber is a pretty girl, younger than me and the looker in the family. Dark, straight hair, very busty. She's kept her looks through having three children. There she is out in the suburbs, going to church and hearing the preacher talk about sex and sin, and getting horny hearing all that fornication talk. Nobody's perfect. We were never close and this conversation is the closest we've ever been. It made me sad for her that she can't enjoy just her sexuality. Lord knows Justin deserves it, as long as it doesn't blow up and hurt my nieces and nephews.

I'm sure we'll talk again. The guy likes to fuck her from behind. "It makes me feel like an animal," she said. A lilt in her voice.

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

Fucking a woman from behind is one of my favorite positions, my hands on her hips, plunging into her. Nice to hear that Amber is finally loosening up, but why doesn't she fuck her husband properly?

Anonymous said...

Gotta laugh at Amber, she's been denying her husband for years but now is welcoming another man at least once a week. What a complete bitch! Found this old Amber post:

http://lindasuediary.blogspot.com/2009/03/complications.html

Amber is going to Hell and deserves to be there

Anonymous said...

If there's so much free stuff out there for men, how come I've had so damn much difficulty finding it? Let me assure you, my failure to find it is most certainly NOT due to lack of effort.

hans said...

Because you treat the chicks like they are your equals. Or don´t know when to shut the fuck up on chatting up some bar-slut.

http://roissy.wordpress.com/

Start grokking the "female animal".

On the other hand paying some decently attractive escort isn´t any worse according to this guy:
http://dissention.wordpress.com/

They´re very likely better at sex than the standard bar-fly. And younger.

Anonymous said...

Yay Amber? Why can't she do it with Justin? Whats she getting from the affairguy that she's not getting from Justin? Sounds like both of them would be happier if they were having the sex they wanted with each other.

Anonymous said...

Really, Hans? PUA stuff? Why not just walk into a bar and yell "Hey, look at me, everybody! I'm a douchebag!"?

hans said...

Yeah, because doing the nice guy/pussy pedestal white knighter works soo well with women.

You can bet your sorry ass that Amber didn´t make the V because of the nice guy spiel, but by getting ensnared with age old PUA/Cad routines.

Anonymous said...

All women want affection and attention...Justin is a douche! 10 to 1 Amber's new cock paid her a little attention and complimented her a couple of times and WAM suddenly she has a wet pussy and a new friend with benefits! Works for ME!

Anonymous said...

My sis and hubby visited my hub and me this wkend. Her hubby is a real stud and I know I caught his eye. The rest of the wkend I took every opportunity to show him my bod. Sunday nite I heard someone go into the bath so I quickly-quietly snuck in. Sissys hubby was trying to lever his massive erection to point at the toilet. I turned him around and from my knees slurped his cum down... I spread eagled in the shower & pleaded for his piss on my quim... I rubbed furiously as he emptied his bladder and came like a banshee. Our little secret. What harm?

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