Thursday, February 21, 2019

Seeing is believing

Three photos on this blog are the real me. I won't tell you which ones. I will say this: Thank god I'm old enough that my wildest years were before iPhones or I'd be in big trouble. Especially considering my job.

Nowadays, you can't trust a lover to take an intimate photo or video and not post it on the internet. This is especially true of someone seeking revenge after a breakup.

To be sure, I'm something of an exhibitionist and if I were younger and in a different field, it would be exciting to see myself the subject of hundreds — thousands! — of guys masterbating to my image. I know you do it to my stories — I've even spiced up some marriages if my emails are to be believed. I think about my most passionate relationships and wish I had stills and videos (with sound) of those — but only for me.

The only time I was filmed having sex was my infamous time at the frat house, when I was nearly gang-banged. I realized too late that someone had a videocam running. That was in college, before I learned the moves that would have allowed me to seize the camera and do a beat-down on the cameraman. Oh, well.

In a couple of relationships, my lovers and I took Polaroids of our fun. Me being fucked from behind, sucking him off, him going down on me, me posing legs spread wide. Pretty take stuff. I still have them. I also have photos my husband and I took.

One of my friends — I'll call her Lauren — was filmed having sex with her boyfriend. The camera was set up for a perfect angle to catch his dick going in and out of her as she lay there, knees up. He moved her around so every position was captured. After they broke up, he posted it on the net and sent Lauren a link. Her face was visible. This is the height of slime.

So is the experience of Heather, who told me how her professional photographer boyfriend took hundreds of shots of her naked, of them having sex, closeups of semen running out of her pussy, and the threesome with his best friend he talked her into. He dumped her. She now sees the pics on porn sites. She also learned he had done this to other girlfriends.

Other friends are willing participants. With iPhones and other digital devices, it's commonplace for some couples to photograph their privates, their partners naked and wet or hard, selfies... It's a thing.

But not for me. You'll have to use your imagination.

What about you? Tell me everything.